Okay, the requisite 24 hours have passed so I can process this and maybe, MAYBE (no promises) be coherent about it. And yup, I officially love everything that comes out of your brain.
I. Love. It. It made me feel kind of uncomfortable, but in a REALLY good way – the way you are in a new relationship when everything’s out of your comfort zone and you’re not sure wtf to do with all the feelings. Like, the way I imagine THEY are feeling.
Firstly, I just have a general thing for A/K in hotel rooms, and in this case it made the best sense because Alicia won’t fuss about having to clean up the mess.:) But really I was sold from “hotel soap.”
I can’t even tell you the weird things my heart does, that Alicia re-caught her cold from K, SHE KISSED HER EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS SICK BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE IN LOVE DO. *dies* And in that similar vein, I just Kalinda learning/experiencing all these details about Alicia – the ones that aren’t so pristine and orchestrated to be attractive – not just embracing and accepting them, but ACTIVELY WANTING THEM, WANTING EVERY PART OF HER despite K's better judgment. And that’s what this whole fic is about but the intimacy just kiiiills me.
Coffee. Maybe even pancakes. Yes, K. The pancakes are the main draw. If it weren’t for the carb-loading, you’d be OUTTA THERE.
“I am pleased that I didn’t get you pregnant.” I’M NOT PLEASED ABOUT THIS. BAAAABIES. Oh my god, Rachel, since you obviously can write anything and pull me onboard, IT MIGHT BE TIME FOR THE FPREG, JS.
Wants it like something terminal, incurable, so the doctors will open up and say nope, nothing we can do here. Wants it and doesn’t understand why. This is such a gorgeous analogy, and I think is so apt for the ways K thinks about her feelings for Lish – this insidious, spreading, infecting THING that can’t be cut out, and somehow feels too good to even want to. <3 x 100000.
Also, every possessive thought/action K has toward A in this whole thing – they DO SOMETHING TO ME. Apparently I have a thing for caveman!Kalinda, who knew. Just really… so, SO hot. And then she CUDDLES and I turn into a massive puddle of liquid on the floor. I can’t even, gah.
“Sorry,” Alicia winces. Kalinda rolls her eyes. I have this image of K saying (or at least thinking) “GOD you apologize a lot. People would think YOU’RE the Canadian one in this relationship.” :D :D
Basically, this is beautiful, you’re fantastic, flawless, make periods sexy, etc., really, my favo(u)rite writer in this and any fandom. Never change. :-*
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I. Love. It. It made me feel kind of uncomfortable, but in a REALLY good way – the way you are in a new relationship when everything’s out of your comfort zone and you’re not sure wtf to do with all the feelings. Like, the way I imagine THEY are feeling.
Firstly, I just have a general thing for A/K in hotel rooms, and in this case it made the best sense because Alicia won’t fuss about having to clean up the mess.:) But really I was sold from “hotel soap.”
I can’t even tell you the weird things my heart does, that Alicia re-caught her cold from K, SHE KISSED HER EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS SICK BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE IN LOVE DO. *dies* And in that similar vein, I just Kalinda learning/experiencing all these details about Alicia – the ones that aren’t so pristine and orchestrated to be attractive – not just embracing and accepting them, but ACTIVELY WANTING THEM, WANTING EVERY PART OF HER despite K's better judgment. And that’s what this whole fic is about but the intimacy just kiiiills me.
Coffee. Maybe even pancakes.
Yes, K. The pancakes are the main draw. If it weren’t for the carb-loading, you’d be OUTTA THERE.
“I am pleased that I didn’t get you pregnant.”
I’M NOT PLEASED ABOUT THIS. BAAAABIES. Oh my god, Rachel, since you obviously can write anything and pull me onboard, IT MIGHT BE TIME FOR THE FPREG, JS.
Wants it like something terminal, incurable, so the doctors will open up and say nope, nothing we can do here. Wants it and doesn’t understand why.
This is such a gorgeous analogy, and I think is so apt for the ways K thinks about her feelings for Lish – this insidious, spreading, infecting THING that can’t be cut out, and somehow feels too good to even want to. <3 x 100000.
Also, every possessive thought/action K has toward A in this whole thing – they DO SOMETHING TO ME. Apparently I have a thing for caveman!Kalinda, who knew. Just really… so, SO hot. And then she CUDDLES and I turn into a massive puddle of liquid on the floor. I can’t even, gah.
“Sorry,” Alicia winces. Kalinda rolls her eyes.
I have this image of K saying (or at least thinking) “GOD you apologize a lot. People would think YOU’RE the Canadian one in this relationship.” :D :D
Basically, this is beautiful, you’re fantastic, flawless, make periods sexy, etc., really, my favo(u)rite writer in this and any fandom. Never change. :-*